i have a new xanga....... bye.

Lalalalalalala im at kathy's eating chicken burritos!!! hell the fuck yeah! yeah... well... hmm... i never said i was going out with 2-7 guys...... i just said if its wrong..... hmm.... people these days.... well... yeA....  iright now im waiting for someone's reply... and shiez.... my closest friend and i arent talking no more... but i thinks its for the best... now  i wnt get hurt anymore... and.... iono... im drifting away suddenly... haha im stupid... well.. i joined badminton...  today i won my first game!! WHOOOO HOOO!!!!!well... yeah... bouncing out...!!!

well... im going home now..... comment me!!

Oh my god!!! I finally..... fixed my own xanga........ YAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!!!! isn't that so cool? i'm so proud!!!!! >sigh< my eyes are sparkling at the joy that i fixed my own xanga.... life is good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <============ Isnt that a cute picture of rikku? Man.. i love her so much!!!!! I wish i could be and looklike her!! >sigh< anime rules!!!

Things don't just disappear..... someone takes them....

I'm sick and tired of people taking advantage of me!! Example, people know damn well that i'm gullible and that I'm super nice (i try to be).  They also know that if they do anything to hurt me, I won't do any shiet about it cuz im not like that and that gives them a reason to keep hurting me... even though it hurts me emotionally. i just hate it! Then when they're mad at me, they expect me to kiss their asses and apologize when i dont even know what i did.... (im talking to you DARREN!) Damn those kind of people who does this to me. I don't need this fucking crap in my life!!

you know what? im not gonna put up with this anymore!! if people wanna treat me like crap, im not gonna just sit herre and let them anymore, im gonna fight back!! im tired of people doing this to me. I try to be nice..... but you're abusing my kindness!! and that isnt right!!

Hmp. Ari doesn't believe me? Well fuck him!! He fucking knows damn well how i feel about him and he's gonna fucking shove all this crap again in my face about his gf. I dont have a problem with her.. she's really cool.. its just how Ari would rub it in my face as if i didn't like him... well.. if he's gonna be like that... im not gonna waste my time crying over it anymore... I've done that long enough.. he obviously doesn't know how much i care about him. bullshiet. Well... I'm gonna have to confront him... the sooner the better!!

*PJ!! thanks for helping through my problem today. I really appreciate it!! You're a real pal!!! i owe you one ok??? man.. ur doing me a huge favor and ur spending YOUR money.. i wish i could pay u back.. but thanks anyway!! ^_^ love ya!*

*Laura!! thanks for helping me out too!! i really appreciate your help too!! But sorry for making you listen to my problems all the time.. i wish i can help u back...*

>sigh< i cant wait til tuesday!!! I'm gonna do something that i should have done a long ass time ago!! No more being pushed around for me!! Nope nada!! ha!!!

 Talk about not bloggin in herre for ages!! There's like so many things I have to tell!!! WAHHHHH!!

Alrighty! I'm at mei's house right now (as usual) and I'm the only person awake.. (as usual) and yeah.... yesterday was half day so i asked my mom if I could stay herre for awhile. Well.. afterschool, me, mei, khatt, and Maria went to mission. but we didn't get to play DDR!! WAHHH!!! Well... yeah then we went to Mei's house!! YAY!!! First we were just reading manga's but then later me, Maaria, and Mei took alittle walk outside.... heh heh heh. I took mei's skatboard with us... and I kept falling off. HILARIOUS!! then Mei and Maria saw aa kart from those groceries stories.... haha mei went inside it but chickened out... so i went inside it and mei was running everywhere with me in the kart. gosh... we were just laughing and mei was trying not to make me fall and shiet. talk about fun.. I hadn't had that much fun in a long time since..... ari broke up with me... but deng dude... I was laughing to hard that i wished I was a little kid again... care free days..... so yeah... asfter we went back to maria...... I was going to go out the kart..... i jumped out and landed on the floor kissing the ground. Mei and Maria were like asking me if I was okay...then I told them I was and after that, mei and maria started laughing at me. Mei was all telling me that she saw everything in slow motion.and that she wanted to sraw it. hmp meanie. and i thought she cared. o well. i know she does. then we went to the ghetto park at her apartments.... I climbed the tires!!! hahaha man... yesterday was fun... i hope today will be funer!!

†  TO MEI AND CHERRY: whenever you see a green kart..... remember me!! LOL  †

*dnt mind my grammar... my glasses r still broken...